Only diamond cuts diamond

I know so.

Everything will be alright.

I want to fix my body clock.

Because sleeping after 4 and waking up when the entire morning is gone,

is not fun at all.

Goodnight!

Gamepiece

What do i do now?

For this just feels like a sick, sick, game.

I do not want to struggle for perfection.

alwayS you

I can't help but to wonder,

what we'll have when we're not pretending.

Not possible

This past week has been crazy and hectic.

From prom to chalets to Benjamin's birthday to majorly depriving sleep.

Happy belated Benj! :) (L)

I'm worn out. Abit.

You didn't bring me out here to drown

“I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.”
— Augusten Burroughs

If i see you, everything will be alright.

Content.

Height

GRAD NIGHT BABY,

here. we. go!

Glad

Because, i truly am fine.

Yes, though i'll be affected by what people say,
it just fades away within a minute. (fo' real)

Yes, i still doubt myself. But then again.
I'll be fine in a short period of time.

Usually... i'll be hanging on to the situation for a long time.

Thank You God. For letting me see what i should have a long time ago.
Better late then never.
-

My mom and tenant were saying that my grad night get-up looks office-ish.
Because i have a blazer.
I can't pull off boyfriend blazers like those girls on lookbook.
But... it's okay! :)

And i'm totally loving, loving, loving, loving the new shoes i bought!
Heels + wedges woop woop!

My hair's still cranky, but. Hahah i don't care.
And, i truly need my instax back from Kyla! Reply me quick i want to bring my polaroid to prom.


Good days, for real.

Bad

Everything.
-


Going to straighten my hair now.
Spoil the curls, then i'll perm my hair myself.
Oh hot damn, i can do a much better job.
I should be a hairstylist .

Worst.

12 minutes in, and i'm already hating today.
Like, f hating it.

No life

Bored like crazy.
I want to go jogging but there's lightning and all that jazz.

Oh, and i'm hungry.
Sickening.

Sigh, want to jog tomorrow.

Church has some plans lined up.

Chalet, there's a chalet with the homies. Well some of them are.

My birthday, i still haven't decided where to go and eat.
Brr.

I mean...

I'm trying not to be, pushy.
But i'm worried.

Or wait till i'm gone

I'm no where near photogenic, or 'videogenic' if there's such a word.
I'm not ideally slim or skinny.
I'm not anyone's mindset of pretty.
I don't have a decent voice.
I'm a 'jack of all trades, but master of none'.
I don't have Snow White's complexion.

But for once, i'm feeling perfectly fine with myself.
And i hope this stays.

Selfless

To put others before me.
For what humans are - selfish,
is what i don't want to be,
anymore.

Because i was selfish,
i screwed my life up with my own bare hands.
Why do people wait for the most tragic consequences before waking up?

feeling like catnip.

Which apparently makes no sense?!
SHABOOYAW!

Okay so i'm just wearing a dress from Cotton On and a blazer and heels and i'm gonna look.
Like... catnip on Graduation Night, but it's okay.
I've got no one that i want to impress there.
As long as i'm happy with the way i look ya'll bitchez can drop dead and shut up :)

Vickie, when can i go to your house?
For girly day!
Ho ho haw.

Is there something on tomorrow?
There is something on tomorrow right?
I feel like there's something, but i don't know what.
Hmm.
Somebady koll nine v'one v'one (insert indian akcent) ((i'm not racist))

Okay so i've realised most every post now contains a photo of me or something.
Sorry i like to take phortoz of me face.
Hmm, call me camwhore call me zilian whatevz i'm a happy girl.

I'm so hungry.
Serious. SOMEBADY KOLL NINE V'ONE V'ONE.
OR MAC DELIVERY OMGZ

Please, let it work.

"Lembranca do senhor do bonfim da bahia"

4eva ftw

Ashley Stymest + Cole Mohr = the bombz, ftw, boomz

It's not up to the world

"My way or the highway"

I'm glad you've got better people.

Everyone's hair looks so soft and silky and awesomely perfect in pictures.
Mine looks shitty.

I WILL SPAM CONDITIONER TOMORROW THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Now, i will perm my hair (i have to master the art) and go sleep.
Or... continue using the laptop.

Who knows.

Outkast

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder.
I say, bullshit.

For what you're worth,
treasure it.
When others don't see it,
leave them be.

My dad's a Leo, y'know?

Ahbeng have dragon lah, koi fish lah, i got lion .

God made lions, in us too.

Me: So, Hair, how do you like the perm?

Hair: Though it is very painful and hot to be curly because of the curling thing, we're not straight anymore!

Me: Right... so you like it?

Hair: Yes, we're gays!

Me: Uh huh...

Hair: Teehee gay gay gay rainbow pride.

How is it so

Sky = airplane = travelling = fun = safe?

Where art thou?

Knowing is safe.

Things to remember

1) Half smile
2) Back
3) Eyes
4) Voice
5) Outburst of semi-silent laughter
6) Jaw line
7) Red
8) Kindness
9) Loyalty
10) Nonchalance

11) So much more.

F'yeah!

And because i finally cared for myself,
i'm breathing.

Now, peace and silence and alot of space for a few days would be lovely.