What will happen.

If i keep screaming 'save me' on repeat.

HAHA J.S FTW

V says:

welcome

hahaha

how come you want her number?

JingSiang says:

kinky time LOL

V says:

OMG HAHHAHA

JingSiang says:

nah kidding only...

V says:

THAT BE CLASSSIC !!!!!!!

Topshop + Paris

how can i not be in love

Worth towards another

you know most everything i know most nothing.

basically. you win right.

BreadandButtergotogether

BECAUSE.

i cannot be cold.

and

i cannot be nice or warm or kind.

because it takes too much acting out from me.

what am i to do when you're tugging on my heartstrings?

bastard.

Slowly

Figuring out.

Melting.

Wanting. Wishing.

-

get me out here,

because there's nothing left for me.

(R)

I'm awesome

helpless

You don't.

Filled up with emotions.
But yet, feeling empty because of.

Oxymoron.

I see many things that you don't.

I want to go out and party or whatever it is that i can do.

i thought of losing myself,

all my worth.

just for a little _, and now i see how stupid i was.

Or perhaps, am?

Hi

Love is not conditional

All i want to do, is grow old with you.

I know it'll happen.

But can i just say, i'm tired of waiting and i'd like to know how it feels.

Purest of.

Eyes can deceive,

words can hide truths,

expressions disguise.

But you can't lie to yourself.

For your heart knows exactly everything.

And your brain feels almost everything.

So, what're you going to do?

Bff's

Without you, there is no me.

Assured

Assurance goes far.

Reassurance doubles up the distance.

So, thank you. butter

Colour you colouring me colouring you

And only because this is awesomely awesome and megaly mega classic....

presenting...

GAYBRIEL AVATAR SMALL EYES TAY

win

Because through Christ , i can.

Because my identity is through God.

I am worthy.

I am beautiful.

I am loved.

Yes you can bring me down, you can affect me.

But honestly, do you think i'll let you win the battle?

For everytime you bring me down,

through God i stand right back up.

Through my strength, and His strength, the devil won't win.

take it or leave it.

because i don't understand why you affect me so much, and you don't even know.

Hence, why should i base my emotions on your actions?

I shall not, and i shall overlook.

P

Just evaporate me of the surface of this earth.

Because i need recognition beyond similarity.

heart to ashes - inevitable.

because when it all boils down,

regardless of the amount of time,

holding a shorter time still gets you as closer.

that's it.

i'm done.

Refrain

Because it'll only kill our friendship.

But obviously people top my spot.

But it's because of _ that leads to me going _.

I don't want to hate you.

Double U x 2

wen ar, mei you ni wo hui si.

Ni shi wo fei chang fei chang fei chang chao hao de zui hao de chao hao peng you.

ai ni

Just leave me be.

If anything, how can i be nice to you?

How can i shower you with love and be as i used to?

With everything that you're doing.

You've changed. And i'm broken.

And.

You don't even know.

It's like i've plunged rock bottom on your list,

with no ways of redemption.

Camp Transfomers 2009 - A New Divide.

This year, youth camp was amazing.

I thank God for Kengyee, Weiwen, Ashley, Filbert, Jingsiang, Longhui and Kalis. Alot.

Filbert though i know you won't see this,

sorry + thanks + sorry + sorry + you're my bestest buddy + 3 years will not stop at 3 years +

"eh hi sexy boy" .

God was definitely there.

I've never been someone to really feel His presence before,

and yet this time, i did. I really really did.

Which leads to my prayer:

I pray that i'll be able to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit, Amen!

And i think Kengyee really did AWESOME as a team leader.

Filbert too. JingSiang too. Sandy too.

Anyway, i think i have a MASSIVE compilation of unglam shots from this camp.

Either way, unglam or not, take it or leave it :)

I can't wait to see all of my church homies again.
Can't. Wait.

It feels weird without them around.

Now i can truly see where my heart lies.

Not upon money, but upon God and my friends.

Thank You, Lord.

:)

CHURCH CAMP

CHURCH CAMP

CHURCH CAMP

CHURCH CAMP

CHURCH CAMP

CHURCH CAMP

bye

Friendziez

Thanks Vickie, it's gorgus! (K)

Unhealthy

Fat like crazy so kill me.

Shoes = #1

Painting my heart red

I'm craving for Royce chocolate, damn it.

Ashley's today, helped her to set up her christmas tree.

Prettty much awesome, because it was the fastest christmas tree i set up.

Like, the perfect christmas tree for lazy people.

So today i went for a job interview with Peijia and Boey,

for Muji.

Sucked! The interviewer was like, fierce.

Gross-shit.

Anyhoo, i have another interview this Thursday, yay me.

Truly, madly, deeply.

Are you serious.

When together, my heart is home.

Time to lose weight.

But laziness just consumes me.

Chews me whole, and doesn't spit me out.

-

Steadily, breathing.

-

To YF, to Orchard, to under the block.

Played silly games with the craziest people.

Lawrence was shingz double max core and slowwwwwwwww.

Like he'll ever see this. Hence. LAWRENCE YOU SLOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW .

Jozyiah was.... a complete irritant and bulbasaur.

Played 'I have never' and omg Josiah's gay, fo shizzle.

-

'Transformers, a new divide.'

Youth camp's coming! Can't wait.

-

ANDDDDD bye

Zit bitch!

Face oiling up like crazy recently.

Why oh why oh why oh why oh sigh why die .

Shizzle happening tomorrow.

Ben is back and i'm happy because i get to tease that cheeky human of a friend yay.

Wolf + lionz ftw

A for Apple.

An apple, 3 quarters rotten.

Why would people still want to eat it?

Sorry i don't see what you see.

Colourblind

Woah, everything is tinted yellow.

And it's not my eyes, it's the sky.

Amazing.

The song 'Sex On Fire' by Kings Of Leon has been on my mind.

Rather stuck.

Hmm.

Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ~

Your sex is on fireeeeeeeee ~

See what i mean.

Harmonising to that song is fun shit.

Hey Vickie maybe we could sing this song la la la la la .

Hahaha, maybe :)

I'm craving for LJS so i texted my sister this.

'Can you help me buy ljs? i will love you forever'

That said, i already do love her, forever.

But she is being 'defiant' and she doesnt even want to reply me :(

She's denying me and my cravings :(

OKAY 15 MORE MINUTES OTHERWISE

I OWNSELF GO J8 BUY LIAO

Sorry, so kill me.

A month ago, she was his.

Now, she's yours.

You don't even know her for a long time yet.

A month ago, she loved him.

And now, she loves you?

With all that you speak of love,

i mock at it.

Mummy

我会饮水思源

Don't go breaking my heart

Sorry, but i do feel shitty at times.

-

HELLO BEN I MISS YOU :(

-

When all else crumbles, and all else fades,

what am i to do?

Because the only one that'll save me is God,

for the rest simply won't bother.

And i'm so far from You Lord.

-

I don't want to always rely on a church camp just to feel Your presence in abundance.

I want that, and more, forever and always. Anytime.

How much yearning and desperation must one go through, just to realise how important You are?

*slaps self

for Your God is bigger then everything; all things.

He will prevail in every situation, problem, season.

Through all your own seasons, dry or overflowing, He never lets go of you.

So how should it be, that you let go of Him?