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    Sunday, February 28, 2010

    Double V

    hey babe you know i love CHA too.
    complicated words may hold deep meanings but simplicity brings messages across best.

    thank God for you.
    always, all ways.

    history

    you were my revival
    you were my floating ship
    you were my dreams
    you were my secret refuge
    you were my pull away from calamity
    you were my motivation
    you were my reason
    you were my joy
    you were my fears
    you were my thoughts

    now.
    what are you?

    Y'know

    I don't want to feel worthless.
    But sometimes, i just am.

    And i'm sorry that i can't do anything right and time and time again you have to point it out.

    Saturday, February 27, 2010

    In a lying, cheating world.

    Counterculture is key


    Friday, February 26, 2010

    Meant to be.

    you are the one for me
    after all the waiting i can finally breathe
    earth and sky say what they may
    i will love you all throughout my days
    happiness happens when our hearts combine
    when its you i'm with i come alive
    its just so clear to see
    darling, we are meant to be

    - Melissa Polinar

    Thursday, February 25, 2010

    To the only thing that's true.

    Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

    #124




    i saw this in topshop & flipped

    Shopping X Lootz








    hongkong X singapore

    Wednesday, February 24, 2010

    i can't look you in the eyes, how could bring my self to let such words leave my lips.

    Monday, February 22, 2010

    Questioning

    messed up.
    confused.

    thank God for friends.
    some may have drifted away but they're worth fighting for.
    most are still rock solid beside me all the way.
    some are entirely gone, but thank you for just being in my life.

    i'm so not bothered with using caps now.

    So sorry

    i'm gonna disappear

    Actually

    It doesnt mean anything if i had to mention it.


    I just don't want to give up on some friends.
    Because they have worth.

    Sunday, February 21, 2010

    Forever

    You are beyond hilarious.

    Friday, February 19, 2010

    I want to give you all up but i can't.

    Please just realize i am here.

    Glorious

    How someone takes delight in the simplest of things that his/her lover does

    Thursday, February 18, 2010

    Hold on to yourself because there's always someone

    "Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved." - Victor Hugo

    Ice

    Back from Hongkong.
    No pictures, so live with that.

    And i probably bought the most adorable tights ever and i'm in love with em'.
    And i probably want to take photos of my loots to irritate people.
    And i wish i could have sent Stacia off.
    I miss her alot already.

    Oh by the way, random thought.
    It's really scary how people remain in your heart even though you're gone in theirs.
    Really scary.

    H&M in Hongkong wasn't really all that amazing.
    Scored some awesome items though, so overall.
    H&M ftw.
    Because i got the cutest tights in the world from there.
    Yes. There.


    I really wish Stacia was around and i can irritate her with cat fur and we'll play bball together
    and we'll miss the hoop together and she'll be like tsk and i'll be like tsk and we'll be
    double tsk. Oh Stacia if you're seeing this i miss you alot and i really want to see you soon!

    I'm still waiting for Lasalle's letter, can you believe that!
    I don't want to do KCP for another year, i know i'll die.
    And, also.
    I might be teaching my niece and nephew English!
    How cute is THAT!
    They'll probably not listen to me and be really rude to me and like my nephew will probably
    air punch me (like how Niguel air-kicks/punches me ALL THE TIME).
    Regardless.
    I don't mind travelling down to Bedok and teaching them.
    Afterall i am their AUNT.
    (old shit is me)

    Ah, i realised most of the things i bought, = black or dark colours.

    Oh and i bought Doc Mart' LOOK ALIKES.
    Oh hallelujah gorgeous gorgeous gorgus.
    Which reminds me, i have to catch up on 5awesomegays on youtube.
    I love Korey and Tyler from 5AG !

    Oh gosh i miss my church mates so much and it probably would not be so weird if i hadn't
    dreamt of Wilson wearing a blonde wig.

    Tuesday, February 16, 2010

    Serenity

    Silence.
    Room.
    4.7%.
    People sleeping.

    I'm awake.
    In Hong Kong.

    Today was, bad.
    There were some good points but the bad weighs out more.

    I'm solemn.
    No, 4.7% didn't affect me in any way.
    The silence did.


    I know i can have more than this.
    I need more than this.

    Do work V,

    Thursday, February 11, 2010

    GONE

    OFF TO HONGKONG BYEEEE

    Wednesday, February 10, 2010

    random shizzle. the post before this is awesomer



    BECAUSE IM THAT AWESOME TO BE AWAKE THAT EARLY TO BE ABLE TO CATCH THIS AWESOMENESS OF GOD'S AWESOMELY GLORIOUS CREATION




    MY MOTHER'S FACE IS PRICELESS

    kidz orf ze fewcha





    Learning
    Love is lasting a lifetime together regardless arguments, fights, mistakes, lies.
    Love is when forgiveness is of abundance.

    Love is all that and so much more that we have yet to understand.

    Tuesday, February 9, 2010

    #107

    I was thinking.
    Had i worked at Uniqlo.
    I'll be able to see that big-ass poster of Cole Mohr everyday.
    Wow.

    Monday, February 8, 2010

    if

    give me an hour to think through everything.
    and jot every thought i have down in point form.

    one day i shall.

    Saturday, February 6, 2010

    Testing Waters

    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.
    Waiting.

    Patience. is. key.

    Hongkong, Lasalle, parcels.
    Wait.

    Thursday, February 4, 2010

    Pulse

    Having a headache because i just cried so badly watching some Japanese drama.
    Oh good Lord heal me.
    Hah.

    And it's dinner time alone again.
    Tsk!
    I am going to cook the beehoon thingy or meegoreng
    or koka black pepper noodle (woah like the bombz).

    My nongshim nuudlez ran out sobzx but koka be the new love.
    It's koka right.
    or coca.
    WHATEVER !

    Brain hurts. Head hurts.
    I missed American Idol yesterday. SHIT

    Wednesday, February 3, 2010

    Admiration

    When what you need is taken away from you.
    Stripped away.
    Snatched.

    Not giving you a chance in the world to stop it,
    or prepare, or know what to do next.

    But you don't give up, and you continue.

    Photographer

    "Photographing a cake can be art" —Irving Penn

    Monday, February 1, 2010

    Hi my name is Valerie and i really want a hedgehog.




    Goal:
    Hedgehog as a pet and it WILL happen.
    Somehow.

    Cold hard truth

    I don't know you.
    At all.

    You don't know of my existence,
    most of the time.

    Parents, family, way you speak, way you live, dreams, goals, inspirations.
    Nothing.

    This too shall pass.
    But when.