Handmade Goodness!

from jiejie's blogger friend

i are in love with em badges

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ELLASAL

Typical

meow

OH

I WANT TO EAT CHIPS NOW

Decisions decisions

Reading my niece's blog.
Happened to like flippin chance upon it.

And dang...

she took the wrong path.

As in she's like 'gans 1314 jie mei kor blahblah' those kind of shizzle.

That kind of wrong path.

Sigh.

Kids will never learnnnnnnnn

Bitchshit

fbomb i come online if i want to.

and maybe.

why bother.

because for others.

Saving

Got em each for below $8.

Oh happy saving day ~

But the bag's $15 but..

cheap!

I pootz di eyeriner

and then i looka lika chio bu

FAKE!

Disgust

Stop trying so hard.

You know what, stop trying completely.

Knock knock, here's a wake up call.

Throat hurts like a bitch.

Head still semi throbbing.

Cringe.

Confession

I want to wear cute tights hey hey

edit/

27/01/10

1.30 pm

I bought cute tights to wear hey hey

Ultimate

How would you describe the perfect girl?

chrisyoungblood:

She’d be an inch and a half shorter than me with three freckles that make a triangle in the middle of her collarbone. Hazel eyes would make my blood electric with every stare. Her cheeks would hit the hang up button on her cell phone and they would warrant a perfect line from a song to be dedicated to them as we dance in circles on the carpet of my living room. She would wake in the middle of the night and ask, “Where are you?” when we’re only three inches apart.

My cells would pioneer new skin at the touch of her fingertips just to breathe in their first breath of air that surrounds her body. So they could find a connection with the flakes of death that fall upon them and mourn their collected beauty from a life they just fell from.

Her words would be full of hope and wisdom. Full of fight and God. Full of purity and passion. Her heart would create sparks that would ignite a fire inside me. A fire that burns for our foundation for God and our genuine love for each other in His honor. We would find ourselves showing love that would be for people to pull from. To find hope in. To know that they don’t have to settle.

My perfect girl is real. She is beauty in it’s purest form. She is my love. She is my blood. She is perfectly structured grace. She is soft skin, high hips, and a voice that makes a southern boy smile at rebellion for breaking the rules and tradition of his state. She loves sweet tea, fried chicken, and the asphalt under her feet. She is someone who doesn’t cloud my life with our God, but strengthens it and gives it new meaning.

Girls, if you don’t have someone who can talk like this about you when it’s what you desire most, seek God and wait for him. Do not settle. Guys, if you can’t say these words about a girl with the purest intentions, seek God and find her. Do not settle.

From Tumblr.

Lay my bones to rest.

Day out.

Gaining Ground

CURRENT GOAL CURRENT GOAL CURRENT GOAL

VALERIE, DO WORK SON' !

"yes okay fighting! ~"

Watch me.

Bliss

to be able to find out most everything and anything about.

Ocean Eyes

"For this is my life, not yours. You won't have any grip on it."

-

Harrow, Peter Chao here! Fakeeeeee.

These days bring about an early return.

Which leaves me just lazing around the house, doing nothing.

I could say my safety net has just turned into a way to past time, actually.

However I made a few friends, so... that's cool too.

Also, it leaves me with a changed view on people, impressions, all that jazz.

-

Walking home with Ragu be awesomeeeee?

"hahahah you bastard tay oi lin"

"hahaha you bastard the china dude"

"hahaha you learnt a new word"

"hahaha fb this shit"

"hahahaha bastard him sia"

"the mama shop bastard me"

"we steal their coke poster bastard them"

WHAT THE SHIT

-

Woah just ate finish my chicky rice prettty shiok.

-

Well, i suppose.

I'm waiting.

For one to see me.

Through the masks and all the restrictions.

Your Ocean Eyes, your everything.

Vulnerable

Losing grip on anything i had near.

So how do i keep going.

How.

Friends disappearing.

Hopes going down.

I need some revival in my faith.

Absolute

Missing Peijia + Sophie

Portfolio

By this weekend!

Hopefully i get into laselle.

But that means leaving the friendziez i made today :(

It's tomorrow

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fe

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fea

r

fear

feeeeee

arrrrrrrrrrrr

f

ear

Able

I want to be able to give my sister and my mother money.

So, my sister will not have to be sad, will not have to lose out.

So, that my mother can take a break, and reward herself, and relax, and think about herself.

How?

Step 1: Be successful.

Future holds

18 Jan

29 Jan

Two dates i fear, alot.

Lord, give me strength, courage, perseverance and lots and lots of patience and peace.

Sigh. With You, i know everything will be alright, for sure.

Lining

Breathe.

Because i'm cold.

And i need to remind myself i'm alive.

The wind be flippin' cold! :(

Time to sleep bye :D

Open

My eyes, they burn.

My eyelids are so heavy.

I think i haven't slept for more then 24 hours. Maybe.

Oh kill me.

Anywayyyyy, i can't wait for Hongkong! Yes!

Scare

Facing it alone.

Smallest things

Man has to love with hope. says:

ur worth the blood of Jesus

who is the darling of heaven

-

❤ wadevea(OUT) says:

anyway, u worth to me as a very good friend :)

-

Melissa says:

you are worth 10 thousand gold bars hehe

Thank you.

Can't touch me

Because i'm strong and i got God.

Gentle Reminder

Hello S.

-

I want to go back to school.

I feel so weird, not studying something really intellectual.

I'm bored. I'm ill (yeah don't you dare ask me what why how or probe). I'm going out tomorrow.

Going to read and sleep now. Bye.

Sleep

is entirely essential hence i am off now.

Evident

Satisfied, but still getting back up.

I'm 3/4 up, just a little more.

God i'm glad i found You. Because i know if i didn't have You through this situation.

I'm as good as dead.

And, 2010.

2 new books!

Thanks Dad. (AS IN MY REAL BLOOD FATHER)

'The Lovely Bones' and 'Dear John' here i come! :)

Thank you and thank You

I've really changed! :o

Thank You God, for the strength, courage, peace, comfort, overwhelming love, patience, maturity, understanding and for being by my side.

I do see.

Do not lean only on one's own strength and understanding, but rely on God's as well.

For your God is bigger then any of your fears, problems or trials.

Square #1, restart.

You're a liar, you're a liar.

You're so creative, so creative.

But i've seen right through you.

So don't tell me you don't know what to do.

For God is my strength.

And i am shocked by the strength He's given me.

Because i no, when i'm ground zero, with nothing left to physically support me.

I will stand my ground, knowing that He sees me, and that He's all that matters.

Everyone makes mistakes.

Not that that should be the answer or excuse to anything.

But, i've let some people down. Very badly.

And i'm going to make amends today. With God by my side.

I'm nervous, definitely, because i don't do things like that at all.

I don't make the first step to talk to someone.

So if i do today, do know that your worth to me is beyond miles of your knowledge.

Honestly, i can't bring myself to forgive myself for what i did.

But if you do, i will too. God already has. Sigh.

Which is apparent that i don't feel worthy of God's forgiveness.

I know where i stand

I've been blogging so much today.

Basically, i'm so bored.

I'm dying at home.

With all the intensity and slight drama and crazy staying out sessions going on,

a break is good.

I just want to sit, relax, read a book and drink something.-

-

I've just thought about it.

I also want to thank God for my strength.

I'm a strong person, well. At least i choose to believe that.

I'm weak, but my strength overrules my weakness.

I want to thank God that i don't have the weight of my world on my shoulders just yet.

I'm scared it'll come soon, and i'm scared there won't be anyone as my support except God.

Because... how can one help when it comes to these situations?

I am falling asleep. Half an hour of rest before i bathe and off i go to buy 'Dear John' .

If i do ever ignore you over that book, i hereby say sorry first.

Never give up on your dreams.

Then, what is your dream?

Jack of all trades, and master of some.

What....?

I know it's human to burp.

But my mother just burped and it's super weird.

Because i think i've never heard her burp before.

It's kind of unreal. Because her burp doesn't even sound genuine.

Why am i analyzing my mother's burp?

Because it's a new thing.

2010

Happy 2010.

In fact i'm not happy at all. (ooo shocker shocker)

Just came back from Filbert's house and i'm hungry and cold (yes cold) and broken.

Intense night.

I'd say i came out of it with stronger friendships.

But yet again, the hurt was crazy.

I'm so scared to sleep now because i know i'll sleep in a makeshift position at a

makeshift place with a makeshift pillow (example: prawn position, one seater recliner, random sofa pillow)

which will indefinitely result in me getting a stiff neck. Fo sho'.

And the stiff neck from the previous time i pulled off some makeshift sleeping motion has not disappeared.

Oh and here's to Sherlene Kyla Kaya Toast Ninja Hambaobao Chikiwaka Pie,

Harrow, Peter Chao here! Chao time m******************** :o !

-end-

I kid! I kid!

So. Here. We. Go.

Dear Hambaobao,

through tough times and smooth seasons we have passed together, 5 years have proved our combined sweat, blood and tears.

(I pressume on the blood part) ((Oie, stop laughing ar think i don't know))

I'm thinking how you know so much about me.

And how i know so much about you. (sound like boyfriend girlfriend wtc)

I daresay i was not opening my heart up (yes through surgery of course) to you,

for i feared. But i do believe, with the new year and a lovely number of 5 (heyhey),

brings new trust, a stronger bond, (oh snap i just step on my ipod cable!)

a deeper understanding (everything falls into place man winkz)

and more i don't know... deep heart-wrenching gut-cringing (L) to (L) talks.

I know i don't sound serious saying all this, but like truly. I'm sincere.

I'm just trying to not make it so solemn. In fear that if you cry(teehee like real), you'll laugh at all the 'side-talk'.

I thank God for you so much. Alot. Like for real. (look its in bold!)

Without you, there is no me. Because imagine,

if you weren't around saving my ass half the time, i would have died of sheer heartache + agony.

Oh! I just figured why i called you Ninja!

Because Ninja Turtles have this turtle called Raphael and you are Raquel and TADA!

DO YOU SEE THE LINK!

I am amused by my weird ways of linking things and coming up with nicknames.

Either way, the gist of this entire trashy passage that i've written is.

I love you, and you are precious to me.

I've told you my biggest secret (well, to date that is. I don't know future i got what other secret)

and i hope that, silly as it is. It marks a new start to what we have.

I, Leaf Yanting Valerie, hereby claim and state with the deepest honesty i hold within, that i harbour no grudges and no whatever shizzzle that is not to be harboured.

You are awesome. (however with me you'd be awesomer so thank God you have me ;})

And, i see you. Honestly, i do. Don't doubt when i don't express,

it's not all the time i write mushy things like this.

Plus you've seen the outcome. It sounds like as though we're dating.

How horrendous right.

And, can we go out soon please?

But to just sit and chill.

I know you are active soulz, but please let me just slack around (Y)

Lurve euuzxzxzx buaizx buaizx c euuuzxzxzxzxzxzxvczc soon (no actually just kill me, for typing that)

TMNT FTW = YOU LOR