#160

I want to go pierce ear.

Eh...

brb i go earn money first

Have you ever thought...

Perhaps. Maybe.

The people who never gave up on you,

were those you gave up on.

me

dope max

stoked max

.

If you're gonna put it so crudely don't ever speak to me

Boomchickywalawala

I WILL LOSE WEIGHT!!!!@!#@$!#@%$#@%$#T%$#

i go cycle nao bye

The world says

"Don't be rash"

I'm so tempted to just take the scissors and trim my hair to bangs.

Like bang then my fringe would be banged.

Sounds flippin' wrong but.

I'm so tempted to do something with my hair i just don't know what.

I'd like to perm it but i don't know where to go and perm,

and my mom's usual stylist is like piece of shit at perming.

Once bitten twice shy i tell ya' !

I don't suit bangs but i'm so flippin' bored i just think i might just cut bangs.

Or snip like 5 inches of my hair.

Cue: No your long hair! Don't cut!

Okay fine kiddies, then what, colour?

Sure blonde. Red.

I want to do red but it's so hard to maintain, or even get.

Bleach then dye then every time wash colour will run.

Blonde ley, cannot suit.

Asians asians asians.

Brunette cannot no difference black is common blondish,light brownish is ultimate lianzx.

I JUST WANT TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY HAIR!

And with that i'm going to cut my fringe to long bangs now.

I know i'll regret later i might not even do it

why am i so rash i don't know shut it

bye.

So look here,

I want the perfect u-neck tee with longer short sleeves.

Savvy?

Feelin' like a bum.

There's nothing to do and nothing required of me to do.

I'm tired though.

Everything's going on repeat, it's boring.

I'm having a headache.

I want food. Because i want food and i'm not hungry.

I want to do something but i don't have the mood because of the headache.

I want to tell someone i love them, i want to do something for someone.

I want to make someone feel special.

I want to tire myself going all out for someone.

I want to stop thinking.

I'm glad

that i'm able to help because then i'm not worthless.

Speak

I did not paste polaroids because i don't have blue tack.
Mission: Buy Blue Tack.

But, i'll have to paint my room walls so...
Mission: Polaroid walls only after it's painted.

In order to have my walls painted...
Mission: Carry out all furniture.

For that to happen...
Mission: Clear out things in room.

So many things, so much time.

Well,

because you don't deserve it

Pissed

poser, much?

Wah my mother

"if you want your iphone, you go do your ic"
"you don't do your ic, i don't buy your iphone"
"i'm sure you want your iphone before you go genting right, by this week right"
*laughs

wah cheeky siol my ma

#

Her shoes are so near perfekt .

but that's the last straw.

I suppose your only way out is restarting everything.
Ground zero.
New. Friend.

Because it hurt.
You just don't know, do ya'.
Clueless. Dumb, if i would say, in these things.
You're helpless, fragile, so breakable that i just want to demolish you entirely.

But i don't.
And you do it.

Sure, confide in me.
But don't confide in me that you'd rather confide in someone else.
Because that's bitch ultimate.

clockwork

my mind is not thinking straight.

Good morning

i look outside window.
entire traffic spam on the cte/pie side towards bishan.
then the side towards angmokio is like pathetic only.

imagine this.

towards cte
------------
towards amk

=
..................................
..................................
-------------------------
.  .       .        .            . .

yes the dots are cars. OMG

Lowdown

313 bores the ultimate crap out of me.
So does OC.
Ion's getting boring.

It's forever boring everywhere.

Uncrowded Daisos bring me so much joy.
The revamped Spotlight with everything placed differently pisses the haystack out of me.
I spent $22 at Daiso today.
I spent $11 at Spotlight today.
I spent $2.5 on Takoyaki.

I went out alone. Because that's how i roll.
Plus it's good when it's just you, and you alone.
Everything's a jiffy and you don't get cold water here and there on redundant things.

I need to register for Lasalle soon. 3 days have passed.
I have 11 more days to clinch my student spot at Lasalle.
Time ticks.

Yawn, tomorrow i'll spend my day at home sewing, crafting, and all that jazz.
And i'll bring Dollar out for a walk in the morning. Preferbly 6.45 when it's cooling..
so i suppose i just won't sleep now.

Time to watch my shows hey hey.

Okay,

so i think i like a loser who's cool in a certain way

Fatazz

Shirt. Denims - Topshop

Belt - H&M

Wedges - Local store
Watch - Casio

cray cray

I don't have anything left to do, except wait.
No more needing to wake up early.
I can sleep as late as i want.

I might just go cray cray ~

I need something to do.
I need money to do something to do.
Dang.

Dang

there are some people i rather not have reading my blog.
and i can't say

"stop reading my blog"
and i dont want to change my url because then i'll have to start informing.
omg ballsac kill me

little things

ANPANMAN PLASTER

More then infatuation

I guess i'm silly.

Small Talk

it don't mean much anyway.

Gaybriel

Gabriel says:

yeah

starbucks

why u wanna work ah

i think u'll fit in

V says:

lol how come.

but yeh i need work omg

Gabriel says:

cause everyones there is retarted

retarded*

OMG THEY STILL HAS IT

after so long they still has the shirt me wants!

i suppose

you used to be cool now you're just so step.

Happiness happens when our heart's combined.

Soon and very soon.

Hey Lord, sup'.

You are the epitome of awesome, no doubt.

And without You, who would i be?

But God, i'm praying that You'll help me lean on You.

Amen.