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    Saturday, January 2, 2010

    Square #1, restart.

    You're a liar, you're a liar.
    You're so creative, so creative.

    But i've seen right through you.
    So don't tell me you don't know what to do.


    For God is my strength.
    And i am shocked by the strength He's given me.
    Because i no, when i'm ground zero, with nothing left to physically support me.
    I will stand my ground, knowing that He sees me, and that He's all that matters.

    Everyone makes mistakes.
    Not that that should be the answer or excuse to anything.
    But, i've let some people down. Very badly.
    And i'm going to make amends today. With God by my side.
    I'm nervous, definitely, because i don't do things like that at all.
    I don't make the first step to talk to someone.
    So if i do today, do know that your worth to me is beyond miles of your knowledge.

    Honestly, i can't bring myself to forgive myself for what i did.
    But if you do, i will too. God already has. Sigh.
    Which is apparent that i don't feel worthy of God's forgiveness.

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