2010

Happy 2010.

In fact i'm not happy at all. (ooo shocker shocker)

Just came back from Filbert's house and i'm hungry and cold (yes cold) and broken.

Intense night.

I'd say i came out of it with stronger friendships.

But yet again, the hurt was crazy.

I'm so scared to sleep now because i know i'll sleep in a makeshift position at a

makeshift place with a makeshift pillow (example: prawn position, one seater recliner, random sofa pillow)

which will indefinitely result in me getting a stiff neck. Fo sho'.

And the stiff neck from the previous time i pulled off some makeshift sleeping motion has not disappeared.

Oh and here's to Sherlene Kyla Kaya Toast Ninja Hambaobao Chikiwaka Pie,

Harrow, Peter Chao here! Chao time m******************** :o !

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I kid! I kid!

So. Here. We. Go.

Dear Hambaobao,

through tough times and smooth seasons we have passed together, 5 years have proved our combined sweat, blood and tears.

(I pressume on the blood part) ((Oie, stop laughing ar think i don't know))

I'm thinking how you know so much about me.

And how i know so much about you. (sound like boyfriend girlfriend wtc)

I daresay i was not opening my heart up (yes through surgery of course) to you,

for i feared. But i do believe, with the new year and a lovely number of 5 (heyhey),

brings new trust, a stronger bond, (oh snap i just step on my ipod cable!)

a deeper understanding (everything falls into place man winkz)

and more i don't know... deep heart-wrenching gut-cringing (L) to (L) talks.

I know i don't sound serious saying all this, but like truly. I'm sincere.

I'm just trying to not make it so solemn. In fear that if you cry(teehee like real), you'll laugh at all the 'side-talk'.

I thank God for you so much. Alot. Like for real. (look its in bold!)

Without you, there is no me. Because imagine,

if you weren't around saving my ass half the time, i would have died of sheer heartache + agony.

Oh! I just figured why i called you Ninja!

Because Ninja Turtles have this turtle called Raphael and you are Raquel and TADA!

DO YOU SEE THE LINK!

I am amused by my weird ways of linking things and coming up with nicknames.

Either way, the gist of this entire trashy passage that i've written is.

I love you, and you are precious to me.

I've told you my biggest secret (well, to date that is. I don't know future i got what other secret)

and i hope that, silly as it is. It marks a new start to what we have.

I, Leaf Yanting Valerie, hereby claim and state with the deepest honesty i hold within, that i harbour no grudges and no whatever shizzzle that is not to be harboured.

You are awesome. (however with me you'd be awesomer so thank God you have me ;})

And, i see you. Honestly, i do. Don't doubt when i don't express,

it's not all the time i write mushy things like this.

Plus you've seen the outcome. It sounds like as though we're dating.

How horrendous right.

And, can we go out soon please?

But to just sit and chill.

I know you are active soulz, but please let me just slack around (Y)

Lurve euuzxzxzx buaizx buaizx c euuuzxzxzxzxzxzxvczc soon (no actually just kill me, for typing that)

TMNT FTW = YOU LOR