Rising rhythm

Because i need to feel my worth and know my worth, by myself x for myself.

I need to know that i can make it.

I need to know that it's not the looks that matter.

I need to know that i am capable.

I need to know that i will be treasured x cherished.

I need to know that i'll get somewhere.

I need to know that i'm worth more than just 'Valerie' .

A name, a body.

More than that.

I want to make it.

I need to.

I have to.

Goals for school:

x wake up on time

x go to school on time regardless however sleepyxtiredxlethargicxboredxmundanexdreadful

x make no excuses

x never give up

x work hard

x be open-minded and accepting to everything i have to do x try

x work triple hard

x do my best (for real)

x have good time management

x have good money management

x be nice

x be ultimately real real real not some plastic fake person

x submit everything to God x leave everything to God x lean on God x include God in everything

x do all work and homework and pass up all work and homework

x do not grow complacent

x love myself

x not compare my works to others and kick myself in the bum for having really bad drawing

x not second guess how/why i got into Lasalle

x trust God

x when in doubt and in need of help, find Vickie because she'll turn me back to God

x not get influenced by the ways of the world through friends

x don't gossip/bitch about/back stab/lie

x still go to church every week

x i suppose i have more goals i just need time to think and finalise and settle