First Love,

I need the point when i first loved,

if i ever truly did.

I need a touch,

warmth, peace, presence.

I cannot feel, i cannot sense, i am frustrated.

Am i truly seeking?

Am i truly truly a believer?

Are my doubts getting in the way?

Have i ever felt the love or His presence?

I've felt peace.

I don't know.

I need faith so strong,

i need hope so strong,

that I could move mountains.